My name is Risa. I'm 24 years old and live in Boca Raton, Florida. I have battled with my weight since I was about 6 years old, and for the last couple years, I was finally winning the fight. But I slipped, gaining back 36lbs from my lowest weight in ages. Now I'm buckling down again to shed the weight so I can look on the outside the way I feel on the inside. But the road isn't always straight and smooth. For more information on my life-long weight loss journey, please view my first post here. This blog exists for me, to keep me on track and motivated. If you don't like personal posts or personal opinions, you took the wrong fork at Albuquerque!

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November 8th
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This&#8230; omg&#8230; so much emotional trauma. Why the fuck would people ever do this to someone? Thanks to the ridicule of others via taunts like this for the vast majority of my life, I basically have no concept of how to interact when somebody genuinely likes me. I just kind of roll my eyes and shy away because the opportunity to develop the proper social skills for this was stripped away from me. And I kinda need a cathartic cry right now, but I&#8217;m at work.
And for those who have no idea what I&#8217;m talking about:
For girls and boys like myself who were fat in their schooling years, other kids would come up to us individually or in small groups, either pretending to want to go out with you or using the &#8220;timeless&#8221; line, &#8220;Hey, my friend has a crush on you,&#8221; as the other friends stand in the background and laugh their asses off, anxious to see you get your hopes up. It&#8217;s a fucking sociopathic act is what it is.

This… omg… so much emotional trauma. Why the fuck would people ever do this to someone? Thanks to the ridicule of others via taunts like this for the vast majority of my life, I basically have no concept of how to interact when somebody genuinely likes me. I just kind of roll my eyes and shy away because the opportunity to develop the proper social skills for this was stripped away from me. And I kinda need a cathartic cry right now, but I’m at work.

And for those who have no idea what I’m talking about:

For girls and boys like myself who were fat in their schooling years, other kids would come up to us individually or in small groups, either pretending to want to go out with you or using the “timeless” line, “Hey, my friend has a crush on you,” as the other friends stand in the background and laugh their asses off, anxious to see you get your hopes up. It’s a fucking sociopathic act is what it is.

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    Even as a friend..
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    Actually happened to me once. Wasn’t much fun. Considering it was the guy I had a crush on as well :/
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