My name is Risa. I'm 23 years old and live in Boca Raton, Florida. I have battled with my weight since I was about 6 years old, and for the last couple years, I was finally winning the fight. But I slipped, gaining back 36lbs from my lowest weight in ages. Now I'm buckling down again to shed the weight so I can look on the outside the way I feel on the inside. But the road isn't always straight and smooth. For more information on my life-long weight loss journey, please view my first post here. This blog exists for me, to keep me on track and motivated. If you don't like personal posts or personal opinions, you took the wrong fork at Albuquerque!

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December 30th
5:17 PM
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piecesinprogress:

Here is more information about the Glycemic Index, this is absolutely vital for anyone with PCOS and should be helpful!

I’m sorry this post is text heavy but I truly hope it helps some of you! I was diagnosed at 16 but it wasn’t until I looked up the effects it has on weight years later that I was able to truly make a change in my lifestyle. PCOS is tough and I won’t lie, it’s taken me a long time to cope with the implications of it but knowledge in this case absolutely is power and I hope this post shows some of you that there ARE changes you can make to be successful.

Want more proof? Here’s a few others with PCOS who have also lost weight, if you’re looking for more motivation check them out!

girlgrowingsmallmynameisheather ~ misskatieislosingit ~ movingforwardtothefuture ~ pileofdirt  ~

July 9th
4:55 PM

Diabetic/Insulin Resistant Problems: Getting a blood sugar spike in the middle of doing work.

July 2nd
3:29 PM

Officially moving up to 1,000mg of metformin.

I was supposed to move up months ago, but I actually forgot until I read the label on my prescription bottle the other day. Oops.

So I just took 1,000mg now with some food in between the two pills. (500mg each) All I ate was a Morning Star Chik Patty, which I didn’t even finish, but I feel tired. Hopefully these little time release capsules will help me process the food better so I don’t feel so sleepy. I will probably get sick today, though. I’m expecting that. Trying to take it easy. All I have to do today is get some groceries and go to physical therapy anyway, so it shouldn’t be too bad.

April 24th
3:25 PM
Via
healthandfitnesswithkate:

Lena, a 20-year-old college student is the quintessential example of how physical illnesses, especially those that negatively affect body image and self-esteem, can lead to disordered eating. Lena has Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome better known as PCOS. Although the prevalence of PCOS and eating disorders has not been well studied, there evidence that the disorders are linked.
PCOS is an endocrine disorder that affects 5% to 10% of reproductive-age women. PCOS is characterized by the accumulation fluid-filled sacs (cysts) on the ovaries. Symptoms include excess facial and body hair, acne, irregular menstrual cycles, and infertility. PCOS is caused by hormonal and metabolic disturbance, which helps to explain the link between PCOS and eating disorders.?
50% to 70% of women with PCOS are insulin resistant and experience weight gain in the abdominal area, have difficulty losing weight, and have intense cravings for carbohydrates. Many women with PCOS are overweight, and doctors working with these women may recommend diets that restrict carbohydrate intake. PCOS symptoms can affect body image and self-esteem and may lead to the development of distorted eating habits.
In Lena’s case it was both dieting and body image issues that began her now 3 year struggle with bulimia. “I tried hard to limit my carbs, but kept craving them,” she says “I would be so good during the day but then binge on cookies, bread, all the things I couldn’t have. I needed to purge to get rid of the calories. I felt so awful about the way I looked,” Restrictive eating is often a precursor to binging behavior and in Lena’s case the accompanying weight gain has been the most challenging factor in trying to stop the bulimic symptoms.
With people with PCOS and eating disorders it is important to concurrently address the symptoms of both disorders. Treatment for PCOS may include hormonal therapy such as the use of birth control to regulate hormone levels. There are also newer treatments such as ovarian drilling, in which tiny holes are made in the cystic ovary resulting in a lowering of androgen levels. Women with PCOS may also be prescribed metformin to help regulate insulin levels.
In addition to stabilizing PCOS symptoms, women with PCOS should also work to normalize eating patterns by developing more mindful eating practices such as rating hunger and satiety levels. They should eat a variety of foods including healthy carbohydrates. If they are using food to manage emotions, healthy coping and self-care strategies are also beneficial.

healthandfitnesswithkate:

Lena, a 20-year-old college student is the quintessential example of how physical illnesses, especially those that negatively affect body image and self-esteem, can lead to disordered eating. Lena has Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome better known as PCOS. Although the prevalence of PCOS and eating disorders has not been well studied, there evidence that the disorders are linked.

PCOS is an endocrine disorder that affects 5% to 10% of reproductive-age women. PCOS is characterized by the accumulation fluid-filled sacs (cysts) on the ovaries. Symptoms include excess facial and body hair, acne, irregular menstrual cycles, and infertility. PCOS is caused by hormonal and metabolic disturbance, which helps to explain the link between PCOS and eating disorders.?

50% to 70% of women with PCOS are insulin resistant and experience weight gain in the abdominal area, have difficulty losing weight, and have intense cravings for carbohydrates. Many women with PCOS are overweight, and doctors working with these women may recommend diets that restrict carbohydrate intake. PCOS symptoms can affect body image and self-esteem and may lead to the development of distorted eating habits.

In Lena’s case it was both dieting and body image issues that began her now 3 year struggle with bulimia. “I tried hard to limit my carbs, but kept craving them,” she says “I would be so good during the day but then binge on cookies, bread, all the things I couldn’t have. I needed to purge to get rid of the calories. I felt so awful about the way I looked,” Restrictive eating is often a precursor to binging behavior and in Lena’s case the accompanying weight gain has been the most challenging factor in trying to stop the bulimic symptoms.

With people with PCOS and eating disorders it is important to concurrently address the symptoms of both disorders. Treatment for PCOS may include hormonal therapy such as the use of birth control to regulate hormone levels. There are also newer treatments such as ovarian drilling, in which tiny holes are made in the cystic ovary resulting in a lowering of androgen levels. Women with PCOS may also be prescribed metformin to help regulate insulin levels.

In addition to stabilizing PCOS symptoms, women with PCOS should also work to normalize eating patterns by developing more mindful eating practices such as rating hunger and satiety levels. They should eat a variety of foods including healthy carbohydrates. If they are using food to manage emotions, healthy coping and self-care strategies are also beneficial.

April 16th
4:29 PM
Via
shannagins:


PCOS is a very common disease. 1 in 5 women may even have it, but most doesn’t know. In my teenage years I was very confused because I was the only overweight person in my family even though I ate the same food as my family and was as active as them. Then one day they talked about PCOS on TV and I had a huge “Oh my god! That’s me!” moment, then looked at my mom and she had the same look on her face. I went to the doctor and sure enough, I had PCOS.It’s a rather complicated thing that cause too many male hormones in women. The symptoms are:~cysts on your ovaries~low insulin levels~infrequent menstrual periods, no menstrual periods, and/or irregular bleeding~infertility or inability to get pregnant because of not ovulating ~increased growth of hair on the face, chest, stomach, back, thumbs, or toes ~acne, oily skin, or dandruff ~pelvic pain ~weight gain or obesity, usually carrying extra weight around the waist ~type 2 diabetes ~high cholesterol ~high blood pressure ~male-pattern baldness or thinning hair ~patches of thickened and dark brown or black skin on the neck, arms, breasts, or thighs ~skin tags, or tiny excess flaps of skin in the armpits or neck area ~sleep apnea and excessive snoring as breathing stops at times while asleep ~depression~gender confusionI have never met anyone who had all the symptoms. I only have 5 of them. So if you recognize a few of these, go to the doctor, have a chat (a lot of doctors don’t know about it so they’ll probably have to look it up), and see a gynecologist. They’ll take an ultrasound of your ovaries to make the diagnosis.Trust me, finding out that you’ve got PCOS will give you a peace of mind, and there a treatments to help you.

Humon, you are an amazing human being. This image has brought me a great deal of comfort.

PCOS is not a death sentence. If you have it, confirming it will help you live a better life because you&#8217;ll be able to get treatment. And the sooner you treat, the better your chances of fertility. Please don&#8217;t be afraid to talk to your doctor about PCOS.

shannagins:

PCOS is a very common disease. 1 in 5 women may even have it, but most doesn’t know. In my teenage years I was very confused because I was the only overweight person in my family even though I ate the same food as my family and was as active as them. Then one day they talked about PCOS on TV and I had a huge “Oh my god! That’s me!” moment, then looked at my mom and she had the same look on her face. I went to the doctor and sure enough, I had PCOS.

It’s a rather complicated thing that cause too many male hormones in women. The symptoms are:
~cysts on your ovaries
~low insulin levels
~infrequent menstrual periods, no menstrual periods, and/or irregular bleeding
~infertility or inability to get pregnant because of not ovulating
~increased growth of hair on the face, chest, stomach, back, thumbs, or toes
~acne, oily skin, or dandruff
~pelvic pain
~weight gain or obesity, usually carrying extra weight around the waist
~type 2 diabetes
~high cholesterol
~high blood pressure
~male-pattern baldness or thinning hair
~patches of thickened and dark brown or black skin on the neck, arms, breasts, or thighs
~skin tags, or tiny excess flaps of skin in the armpits or neck area
~sleep apnea and excessive snoring as breathing stops at times while asleep
~depression
~gender confusion

I have never met anyone who had all the symptoms. I only have 5 of them. So if you recognize a few of these, go to the doctor, have a chat (a lot of doctors don’t know about it so they’ll probably have to look it up), and see a gynecologist. They’ll take an ultrasound of your ovaries to make the diagnosis.

Trust me, finding out that you’ve got PCOS will give you a peace of mind, and there a treatments to help you.

Humon, you are an amazing human being. This image has brought me a great deal of comfort.

PCOS is not a death sentence. If you have it, confirming it will help you live a better life because you’ll be able to get treatment. And the sooner you treat, the better your chances of fertility. Please don’t be afraid to talk to your doctor about PCOS.

March 29th
12:52 PM

PCOS Cysters

Do you have PCOS? Is getting healthy important to you? If you answered yes to both of these questions, please check out my PCOS Database linked in the left sidebar of my blog. All of these lovely ladies have PCOS and a passion for health. Knowing how hard weight loss and other issues are for most of us with PCOS, please show support for one another. Send a message. Follow. Give some positive encouragement. Let each other know we’re not alone. And share advice on what’s working for you.

If you have PCOS and are not in the database but would like to be added, please send me a message with a link (name in your Tumblr URL is fine) for your weight loss/fitness blog.

And please take the time to get to know your fellow cysters in the database. <3

If you don’t know what PCOS is, the database page has info about it.

March 22nd
5:32 PM

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder & Insulin

Long story short, I have OCD and insulin resistance. Here’s the thing: I noticed that when I get a really bad blood sugar issues, my OCD is enhanced 10 fold. Everything has to be just so, I have to repeat things, and I show compulsions that otherwise lie dormant. Today while talking to Sam (HI SAM!), I decided to research it and see if there was any connection. Sure enough, I found this.

Too much insulin secretion after meals or even in a fasting state, causes the blood sugar level to drop or prevents it from rising at all. In a desperate attempt to feed the brain, the body goes into stress mode and churns out adrenaline to try to bring glucose back into the bloodstream. The brain, starved for glucose, is altered in its functioning and excess adrenaline is causing feelings of panic and anxiety, making OCD symptoms worse.

(Source)

I found several other sources that all state that unstable blood sugar can increase OCD and anxiety symptoms. THIS IS BIG NEWS FOR ME! I’m looking to start psychiatric treatment soon for my anxiety, and I feel like this information will really help me. It may even make sense to start testing my sugar at times when I get an OCD or anxiety attack so I can log if there is a correlation. Okay, this is just me being a geek now about the possibility of scientific and psychiatric research.

But yeah, thought I’d share this information in case there’s anyone else out there like me.

January 4th
4:37 PM

Back from the Endocrinologist

She won’t put me on Victoza. Said my blood sugar isn’t high enough and that it’s more for Type 2 Diabetes than PCOS. I almost cried in her office.

She’s putting me back on the metformin. I just have to get some preliminary blood work to see if I’ve repaired my B-12 and iron deficiencies yet. But I told her I was on metformin for 5 years pre-surgery, and it made me sick every day. She was stunned that I was allowed to be on that medication for that long with those symptoms. It really fucked up my life. But I guess I just gotta see how it goes again this time. She said if I don’t tolerate it after a few weeks, we’ll stop treatment. So much for the hope of using Victoza to finally end my sugar cravings.

December 24th
9:19 PM
Via
December 15th
3:59 PM

Have a high start weight? Have PCOS? Just like awesome people? Check out this blog!

MyJourneyToSkinny is my latest skin removal surgery donor, and I couldn’t be happier to promote her blog. Her starting weight was close to my pre-surgery weight, and she’s already lost 20lbs! She is just a sweetheart, and I’ve really enjoyed following her. I know you will, too!

2:03 PM

Frantic

So today I was scrollin’ through my dash when I came across a post from myjourneytoskinny that really caught my attention… and ended up consuming the last 90 minutes of my morning. As I’ve mentioned before, I have Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome. One of the symptoms from this, though it doesn’t affect all PCOS ladies, is sugar addiction. It has been an intense battle for me to combat it, and it’s getting better. But it’s still a rough journey. For years prior to my bariatric surgery, I was taking metformin, an insulin-regulating medication that helps the vast majority of PCOS patients control their symptoms and even lose weight. Like myjourneytoskinny, I was in a small percentage of patients who only received minimum benefit from the drug. For us, the medication would make us terribly ill on a regular basis, and we didn’t lose any weight. Well, I went off of the metformin for my gastric bypass surgery and haven’t been on since.

Because I haven’t been on any insulin-regulating medications for 3 years, I didn’t know that there was a new development until I saw her post this morning: Victoza. Apparently this rDNA insulin ligand has been found to fix the sugar cravings problem for its users, allowing them to final shed some weight. I am INCREDIBLY excited about this and have spent the last 90 minutes back and forth with both my parents on the phone and the hospital that my endocrinologist is at. I’m trying to get an appointment asap to see if my endo thinks it’s okay for me to try this because, well, when you’ve been trying to kick an addiction for so long, eventually you’ll just try anything. But all of the research I’ve read on it so far has been promising, and I am looking forward to hearing what my doctor has to say about it. I do know, though, that she wants my B-12 and iron levels to come back up before putting me on any new medications, so I am continuing to be religious about taking those supplements in effort to get back my health. (And it has given me so much more energy lately, so I am pretty sure it’s working!) But yeah. I determined to make this happen.

So here’s to new hope and a frantic effort to grab life by the balls and make it your bitch.


December 12th
8:40 PM
Via

I have a question for my PCOS sisters out there.

myjourneytoskinny:

Are there any of you who have been trying to lose weight and have been able to get down to an “average” size? Like around 140 -150 pounds range? My doctor always tells me to not get my hopes up because it’s nearly impossible to become that “skinny” with PCOS.

I want to know if I can beat the impossibility that’s ahead of me. =]

GET A NEW FUCKING DOCTOR. I’m sorry, I don’t mean that at you. But your doctor is an ass to talk to you like that. It’s called “bad bedside manners.” Yes, it is harder for ladies with the weight retention symptom of PCOS to lose weight. But it’s not impossible. As for me, I got big enough (326.5lbs) that bariatric surgery was my answer. I’m down to 203 right now, and the rest is up to me. But the key for PCOS ladies who want to lose weight is to seriously reduce carbohydrates (which can be a bitch because PCOS ladies are more likely to develop a carb/sugar addiction). I recommend doing what I just started doing recently which is Weight Watchers + a tight carbohydrate budget. Give that a go. :)

Nothing is impossible. It just may be really really hard. But you can do it. I’m sure of it.