My name is Risa. I'm 23 years old and live in Boca Raton, Florida. I have battled with my weight since I was about 6 years old, and for the last couple years, I was finally winning the fight. But I slipped, gaining back 36lbs from my lowest weight in ages. Now I'm buckling down again to shed the weight so I can look on the outside the way I feel on the inside. But the road isn't always straight and smooth. For more information on my life-long weight loss journey, please view my first post here. This blog exists for me, to keep me on track and motivated. If you don't like personal posts or personal opinions, you took the wrong fork at Albuquerque!

**Please note that I am not a nutritionist, personal trainer, doctor, or in any way professionally trained in matters of health. Any advice I provide is based on my own thorough research and experiences. Please consult your physician or other health advisor for your personal needs.**

Watch my video about excess skin and, if you'd like, donate to my skin removal surgery fund by clicking the button below. Please and thank you for your support. <3



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November 25th
1:54 PM

Thank you to abcoconutcheckerschick, and size10plz for the questions! This is just a check-in, really, since we haven’t done a video in soooo long. But if we get more questions (via inbox, please), we can make more videos more often. :) Thank you, and enjoy!

Oh, and remember to like NOW Cupcakes on Facebook. ;)

July 25th
4:34 PM

Today I talk about my experiences with college Greek life (sororities and fraternities) back in my college days, back when I was over 300lbs. I had more to say, but Tumblr has a 5 minute time limit.

*Note: This video is not intended to bash or promote Greek life in any way. It is purely to tell of my experiences as a big woman going out for elite organizations. The school was Florida State University, and I am forever a proud Seminole alumni.

June 13th
5:19 PM

Today Mitch and I play THE NEWLYCOUPLE GAME! Thank you so much for all of your questions. Odds are Risa, evens are Mitch.

  1. Letmebeaconfidentme: If Mitch could eat at one restaurant the rest of his life, what would it be?
  2. Broccoliandbiceps: If there was one body part you’d never have to workout again and it would be perfect, what would you pick?
  3. Broccoliandbiceps: If you could make one junk food healthy, which would it be?
  4. FitForInfinity: If Risa ever ran for president, which member of her family would she say would be the biggest liability to her campaign?
  5. Drop-the-weight: I’m guessing Mitch loves Disney just like you, so what is his favorite Disney movie?
  6. 300poundcountdown: When you’re old and need to spice up your sex life, what’s the first thing you would do?
  7. C-thinness: If Mitch’s house was on fire and he only had time to save one item, what would it be?
  8. Letmebeaconfidentme: What color underwear is Risa wearing?
June 6th
2:17 AM
Via

girlgrowingsmall:

Today I talk rant about obnoxious people at the gym.

Last video bump for tagging! Wooo!

1:47 AM
Via

girlgrowingsmall:

Today I talk about changing yourself for love and the influence of love on your life. Thanks to lilianabanana for the great topic!

(Sorry about the sound issues on a couple occasions. Was balancing the laptop on my knee.)

Holy hell, was this really only April 2nd? I totally forgot I made this one.

1:34 AM
Via

girlgrowingsmall:

Today I review Vaportrim!

Flavors mentioned in video:

  • Raspberry Cheesecake
  • Chocolate
  • Chocolate Strawberry
  • Caramel Frappe

Sad news: The company has closed. I messaged them to see if they had any leftover stock I could buy, and I got a kind of cold reply back saying they’re not selling anything. So I guess you can’t get them anymore. :(

12:52 AM
Via

girlgrowingsmall:

This video is for McKenzie. McKenzie, the following people have all sent their love and prayers to you in the past few hours:

slimbutstrong, vampyrss,  forhealth-sosayweall,  healthyforlife88,  3years2months14days16hours,  acciohealthylifestyle, gettingfitforlove, katiebugdoeslife, lilianabanana , dreaming-thin, inlovewithmyanatomy, bettermejourney, boboshy, hanasan86, lowcaloriemolly, heymrbassman, honey-in-the-desert, innhotely, thinknowthinkfit, loseweighttolookgreat, runmethin, almost-healthy, lifestough-imtougher, thatskintightdress, cactushide, queenbliss, moonpiex, yogaandtea, gettingtherexoxo, be-free-and-fly-away, forhealth-sosayweall, whosrandom, orangeorangegirl, nomorebitchassness, ronaelisa, quidditchtrainer, overcoming-obastacles, beautifullyhealthie, thelostadventurer, khristalle, inthisfor-fitness, this-beautiful-labrinth, fitfor2012, bridgetlwatts, fatty-to-healthy, forhealth-sosayweall, anormauxdoesitall, kurvykrystina, fatsmokersadie, barbells-and-highheels, daintyy, skinxb0nes, luna7black, rhiannonsays, light-white-rhosauce, runsydney, hello-annie, professorfalconer, ohyeoftoomanyinterests

And everyone who’s hearting and reblogging this loves you, too. And I’m sure there are plenty of other messages on the way since this posting. We love you.

Sweet Kenz is still battling depression, unfortunately. But she is getting treatment. Sadly, she’s also getting a lot of anon hate, too. My heart is always with you, dear.

Here is her current Tumblr if you wish to send her some love.

12:38 AM
Via

girlgrowingsmall:

Today I talk about trying to be healthy when you’re in a relationship with someone who isn’t. Happy Valentine’s Day! Thanks to Arghargh for the topic!

(The music is Elsa’s Procession to the Cathedral. It has personal sentiment to me.)

More video bumpin’ for tag huntin’.

12:16 AM
Via

girlgrowingsmall:

Today I talk about motivation and support in your weight loss/fitness journey. Thanks to thechangehasbegun and dovahcuunt for your suggestions!

Bumpin’ all my videos to tag ‘em for future hunts! Feel free to watch or ignore. 

June 5th
11:41 PM
Via

girlgrowingsmall:

I talk about Day 1 of the 30 Day Shred.

Level 1 video.

Level 2 video.

Level 3 video.

Bumpin’ all my videos to tag ‘em for future hunts! Feel free to watch or ignore. Or just notice all of my different hair colors.

11:20 PM
Via

girlgrowingsmall:

In today’s video, I talk about Victoria’s Secret models.

This video is a personal favorite of the ones that I made. Enjoy.

10:48 PM
Via

girlgrowingsmall:

October-Fast is over! A special Halloween update. :)

Bumpin’ all my videos to tag ‘em for future hunts! Feel free to watch or ignore. 

10:31 PM
Via

girlgrowingsmall:

I discuss sugar addiction, touching on sugar and carbohydrates as processed by bariatric patients and Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome ladies.

The author/doctor I mention in the video is Dr. Kathleen DesMaisons, and her books are Potatoes Not ProzacLittle Sugar Addicts: End the Mood Swings, Meltdowns, Tantrums, and Low Self-Esteem in Your Child Today, and Your Last Diet!: The Sugar Addict’s Weight-Loss Plan.

Bumpin’ all my videos to tag ‘em for future hunts! Feel free to watch or ignore.

10:05 PM
Via

girlgrowingsmall:

By viewer choice, I share some personal stories on what it’s like being overweight. It by no means covers everything (thanks Tumblr 5-minute time limit), but I touch on some memorable elements.

And if anyone who did this to me ever watches this: don’t think I’ve forgotten who you are. I will know your name and your face for the rest of my life, and I will remember you as the ant I crushed making my way to the top. Screw you. With abundance.

Bumpin’ all my videos to tag ‘em for future hunts! Feel free to watch or ignore. 

9:21 PM
Via

girlgrowingsmall:

Discussing recent issues with excess skin. I get a little emotional in this one.

Bumpin’ all my videos to tag ‘em for future hunts! Feel free to watch or ignore.